People often imagine
themselves as characters in stories, but in “The Crop,” when Miss Willerton
pictures herself as a central character in the story she is writing, Miss
Willerton’s imaginings left me feeling sad. I found myself focusing on the
ordinariness of the lives of the imagined Lot and Willie. I began to question
why Willie imagines herself as an ordinary person who faces hardships.
The
average nature of Willie’s life within her story is clear because Willie wakes
up at four o’clock every morning “to get in all the work” she can “while the
weather [is] clear” (O’Connor 38). It is also evident that Willie and Lot face hardships
because, if the couple do not get the harvest in before the rain starts, they
face the possibility of losing “all they had gained in the past months” (O’Connor
38). The moment of Willie’s story that cements the readers’ understanding of the
lower-class life burdened with hardships that Willie chooses for herself is
when Willie says that she and Lot will not have enough money to have both a
child and a cow. Willie’s imagined life is not a life of luxury.
One
would assume that Miss Willerton would want to imagine a life away from all of
her troubles, but instead she imagines a life not far from her reality. The difference
between Miss Willerton’s life and her life as the married Willie is that Willie
has a husband and gives birth to a daughter. The married Willie is happy in her
average life, while Miss Willerton is clearly unhappy with her life.
I
think that Willie imagines herself an average life to show that she does not want
much. She only wants a child like so many others have. The reader can see that
Willie is not greedy. She would be content to spend her life working if she
could simply have a family. It is when Miss Willerton is forced to leave her
dream world and go to the grocery store that the reader can see Miss Willerton’s
jealousy over the lives of many average people around her.
At
the grocery store, Miss Willerton notices a woman with a child on a leash, and the
woman is “pulling him, jerking him, dragging him away from a window with a
jack-o’-lantern” (O’Connor 40). The woman is battling with the child, and Miss
Willerton’s focus on this woman who clearly does not want to have to deal with
the child, makes Miss Willerton’s reasons for imaging a life with both
hardships and a family become clearer to the reader.
Because
Miss Willerton is not greedy, even in her hopeful imaginings, the reader can
more easily pity Miss Willerton. She only wants what others have and take for
granted. What Miss Willerton wishes her life was is not unreasonable, and her
paradise involves things that others don’t appreciate. Miss Willerton’s story
is extremely tragic, especially after one looks closely at the details of the
life that Miss Willerton wishes for.



